my life

2009-05-21T08:18:00.000-07:00

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋
*全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点
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连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞地盘旋
全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦
全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

2009-04-16T06:18:00.000-07:00

today teacher on couse .... only got P.E .. sian when for school not even a hour .........
don't why i go ha maybe wan to be a good student haha i know it will be only 4 the begining....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ER GE
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY..........
HOPE YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TURE!

today tot i won't sms u but i did it .......still can't put u down .........

went k box just now~ sad no student pass ..........
sing like shit today very very disapointed ... USLESS
haizzzzzzz HAIZZZZZ

ENJOY MY DAY IN SCHOOL:)

I like his way of soing this song 13 yearold can sing till so powerfull .......

14/04/09 Hot day

2009-04-14T13:40:00.000-07:00

1st day of school im sick finally better on the next day ...

im was very happy to get in the same class with my old school mates FINALLY im not lonely in the begining of school ha ....

hope we will be as close as what we are befor...

2nd of school ... will try my best to get a goo grade this time .....

after 5moth of rest finally can feel that i have somethings to do le (study)

today i went for my CCA fair i joined badminton and gym ha

GYM? just want to build up my hand haha.......

Other then friends,family what do i have ? nothing more ....

i don't want to think so much anymore and really dunno wht to do next.... shall stop all to forget u.... bah . cos i know dreams is always dreams wont really come true anyway .... 1 yearand 1 month of single life.........

Thinking of signing airforce this year if i can :)

wait ? or not? ......... can't see any intrest on u bah .... that why ......

what i can say now is let the nature take the cost bah ...........

Looking forword for that trips...hope we really can go ....

taiwan or hongkong ...........

having school on 8 am....... is 5 am now ................ Time to sleep

ZZzzz

2009-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

5 more days .......... im a student again ........
IM GIVEING UP SOON~~!!!!:(不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由

NO point bah ~~!!more then 5 month and it still like that .......... dunno what can i go le

Life is suck , nothin good......

Going thailand on OCT haha Is still a long way but looking forward ...........

Hope have a better life aheard :)

Hope Hope Hope

vin

2009-04-05T02:35:00.000-07:00

你终于说出口

其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低着头

你知道这玩笑骗不到我

可是这不是玩笑

是要逃避你离开我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我

我一直都爱着你难道这还不够

我还要做什么你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看着我

一心想离开我

我终于也说出口

其实很爱你但从没认真说过或许是我的错

多在乎你却只放在心中

不要问我为什么

因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么

你已经不爱我我一直都爱着你

难道这还不够我还要做什么

你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看着我

没什么需要被原谅我笑的有些牵强

你知道我总是能够假装不难过

我不想看你那么累

多希望再给我机会再搂着我的手

握住的只是风还能做什么

你已经不爱我我一直都爱着你

难道这还不够我还要做什么

你才不离开我

我知道你已无心再继续看着我

一心想离开我 oh no no wu～～～

2009-04-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

though going ns this year and last min my mum dun wan me go ~!
swimming=drowning=G_G
End up study in dover ite
school starts at 13.4.09 0830
very excited because all my friends are there ......

hope to be in the same class with them :)

what did i done for the pass 3 month .....
eat,dota,sleep,clubbing ,nothing
felt so uesless for the pass 3 month

2009-04-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

总是和你擦肩而过回来看着你走

我说服自己你从来就不属于我

也在心里偷偷想过

拥有你陪伴的生活

对我会是多么奢侈的梦

你完美的太过火有太多的选择

我还能付出什么除了爱你

我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好慢一步我就走掉

或许上帝听见心中的祈祷

带我从孤单里逃跑因为爱

其实我一直存在着你周围的角落

守护着你陪伴着你呼吸和脉搏

每当你受挫我想我比谁都难过

因为我爱你虽然我从来不说

也许有一天你会忽然发现我

在混乱人海刮风下雨都为你守侯

我要你知道那是我心情愿承受

Because I Love You I Love You Baby

你完美的太过火有太多的选择

我还能付出什么除了爱你我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好慢一步我就走掉

或许上帝听见心中的祈祷

带我从孤单里逃跑

因为爱日复一日

重复着错过的游戏猜测在你的心中

是否真的有我不想一分一秒

在犹豫之间蹉跎

我在等你说你也爱我

你是我存在的理由爱来得刚刚好

慢一步我就走掉或许上帝听见心中的祈祷

带我从孤单里逃跑爱来得刚刚好慢一步我就走掉

或许上帝听见心中的祈祷带我从孤单里逃跑因为我爱你

忘了爱

2009-01-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

忘了爱

分手都已过了那么久现在也有自已的生活

你身边有个人牵着你的手

我们就像是朋友偶尔联络

心情不好你会来跟我说

我安慰你不难过等你恢复笑容

总是笑着道谢转身走

变成朋友的你和我并不轻松

I could see I love you it hurts me deep in my heart

你还在我心上某一个地方

看着你为了他失魂落魄不说一句话

爱的重量不在我身上

I could see I love you it hurts me deep in my heart

我不能像你这样说分了就忘

我这样是坚强还是忘了爱的勉强

过去不想全部隐藏就试着遗忘

说

对我诉说你跟他满脸笑容

我微笑地聆听接受

过去的你和我

是否也爱得那么冲动

痛哭好久开心也有让人感动

I could see I love you it hurts me deep in my heart

你还在我心上某一个地方

看着你为了他失魂落魄不说一句话

但是我的心现在却比你还伤

I could see I love you it hurts me deep in my heart

我不能像你这样说分了就忘

我这样是坚强还是忘了爱的勉强

让你看透我的心现在我不想

是该说放就放就试着遗忘痛苦我会遗忘

只想看你开心的模样

新的恋情让它成长

而过去

就放在心上

2008-12-11T11:28:00.000-08:00

DALTON BIRTHDAY AT ST. JAME

2008-12-11T11:00:00.001-08:00

Wented to zoo last sat

2008-12-11T11:00:00.000-08:00

when for steambaot for 4 week haha .... super pig lor

2008-11-29T05:31:00.000-08:00

my LAO PO :) haha

hope we can be friends 4ever bah !!!

drunk face

act cute~~

Can't believe that he can almost finsh

THE HELL

stupid~~

so big cannot eat finsh lor ~~

me and jason

cookies:)

2008-11-14T10:18:00.000-08:00

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa (G)

today when movie with levis ,kelly,jer, and more :)
can't belive that i will watch this haha funny .........
after that went to seee something light haha
and reach home :)

was studying this few days ..
dota/study /slp and eat
is like so boring ~~~~

today is the day ??

2008-11-08T14:09:00.000-08:00

Inspired by a true Thai ritual of lying in coffins to get rid of bad luck and prolong life, THE COFFIN is a supernatural thriller about a young man and a young woman who decide to go through the ritual in Thailand. Chris, a claustrophobic architect does it in the hope of saving his fiance whos dying of terminal cancer. Sue, a nutritionist visiting Thailand from Hong Kong does it to save her own life after being diagnosed with a lethal brain tumor - one week before her wedding. After the ritual, Chris and Sue experience what appear to be miracles in their respective lives. But soon, they find themselves confronted by a series of bizarre and terrifying incidents. With the help of a professor specializing in paranormal cases associated with the ritual, they set out to exorcise the ghosts that haunt them, and attempt to reverse the wheel of karma. Thrilling, mysterious and ultimately moving, THE COFFIN is a spine-chilling horror about the beauty of life and death, and coming to face to face with living and dying. It was shot in six provinces across Thailand on actual locations including a 100-year-old temple, real cemeteries, inside active crematorium chambers and an ancient meditation cave.

2008-11-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

Went st jame with da ge ,er ge ,xiao di , aruthr and jun

what a fun day i have hahah

that show that i go is not wrong lol

but sad to say chang when home early :( haizzz

Finally can play dota liao hahah

my new come is here

hope won't have any problem to fest lol

no porn

only game

lalalal

this few weeks im watching this 2 show

how a ahbeng in LOVE lol

Lovers 恋人

Oh Su Jung vs Karl 青蛙王子拜金

this is really a good show :)

really remind me alot of my past haha

love it

2008-10-28T11:48:00.000-07:00

THANKS
JONATHAN
thanks 4 saying out everythink to me ~~~

whAT type of friends i have i knew it very welll

i gived a last chance to myslef but end up i still get back the same ans ~~

kelvin have decided my way le
NO COMMENTS

are we still friends? hope so bah ~~~
doesn't matter anymore ~~

kelvin really have nothin :)

2008-10-28T10:58:00.000-07:00

ANGRY ~~ WHAT TYPE OF FRIEND IS U ALL ??

IM NOT YOUR GOOD FRIEND AT ALL?

WHY DID U ALL SAY THE TRUE TO ME~~

2008-10-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

Today overslp OMG
nv go school again
feeling holiday ya lol~~~~

DJMIX new verison came out liao wor
Can't wait to play sia hahaha~~~

nO DOTA for 1 week liao
sian boring at home hahah

KELVINthinking of u wor~~

plainning to slp early tonight liao
sian~~~

boring ~~

happy? or sad?

2008-10-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

ANDY HO,
jasper

ytd i wented st. james OMG
so many many ppl can~~...

HAPPY
drink alot~~

i toT myself no more EMO le
haha

tired ~~

no more clubbing 4 neXt week ~~:) lala

i chose to 4get and give up ........
i have enough
NO MORE COMMENT ABOUT U IN MY BLOG~~

kelvin hate
17
no phone
no computer
ANGRY~~~~

KELVIN WILL WOW U BACK

A~~~~:)

the monment like this~~

2008-10-25T02:04:00.000-07:00

What if I told you
it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me,
would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think
I'm crazy when I tell love has come here and now.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
. I cant believe it's happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I can't explain. Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..
Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for

a moment like this. Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe it's happening to me. Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this. This could be the greatest love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this. Some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this...
Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

2008-10-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

damm tired this few day ha
really donno what to say ~~
"IF U ENJOY WHAT U ARE DOING NOW THEN i have nothink to say "

enjoy ~~

finally my project done finsh le happy haha
haha at the same time haha something happen
wht to do haha ~~

very disaponted really ~~

ytd i was thinking am i wrong ~~?
"but is ok haha " this is wht u say ~~

kelvin have~
no concern
no love
nothing ~~

nite

2008-10-18T14:21:00.001-07:00

kelvin know wht he want le
hahah reminded single ~~:(

today is raine birthday i wented his bbq
sorry that im not a good guy bah ~~
hope we are still friends :)

kelvin DON WAN ANYONE ~~~~
i really wake up le
wont be as stupid as last time liao

COS KELVIN IS NOT A GOOD GUY~~

very tired le ~~~
bYE

WOW

2008-10-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

FINALLY MY COMPUTER IS OK LIAO HOHOHO

FAST

FAST

VERY FAST........

as What a normal school boy will do having lesson hahaha
today i wear home cloth and i saw the Dog standing outside the gate

THE HELL~~

WAITTED ~~SO long~~~~ then that stupid dog went back to his office haha

what is the most happy thing is my friends all pei me outside the school
end up i missed 1 lesson ...Zzz

going to start doing my project on sunday ~~~
will be very busy bah ~~
dota always come b4 project ... GOOD BALL~~? haha that wht li jie will say bah
lalalala

my xiao di just finsh helping me to solve my stuipd com haha
now ~~? better
hope forever hahahahah

very tired going to slp liao
nite nite

15/16-10-08

2008-10-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

ytd i went CMPB waited 4 so long and finlly is my turn hahah waited more then 2 hours zZ
hope to down pas and end up the DOcter say (why am i here ) WTF Zz

kelvin is STILLL in PAS B DOTS

today when im in school finally i remember that we are having chelat on DEC forget wor hahah
finding where is the most cheepers and slots haha Zz

i played bastket ball and i finally win li jie and melvin hahah i knw is all about my luck la ..
so lucky......

nowaday very busy ~~ about project ,dota etc

no money liao wor haha
wanted to buy the CPU wor haha my com going to die soon lol
acer come more donno good or not 800 plus only lor lol
:S

lucky day today and happy day for the rest of my days...:)

gtg slp liao
have a nice day ahead tomorow :)Zz
nite nite
.

1st day of school

2008-10-13T14:14:00.000-07:00

woW today when i meeted my class mate and they are saying about the china trip hahah
most of it is about ming long lol ( hate him)

morning i wake up at 5.30 and i went for a run hahaha
no 1 believe that kelvin can make it lol
also feel that wont last long in running

i played bastball at 12pm the floor is abit wet lol
wanted to fall a few time hahah

after school
i pei jasper to TPY haha his GOLD nECKess spoil lol
change a new 1 and he pay 22 doller hahah
that can show that ur mother love u de (jasper )
so don say she don like u ok .............

when i reach home is aready 6.45 pm dam tired ~~ and sleep after bath

good morning
:)

the END

2008-10-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

Wow tomorrow school reopen liao need to study hard liao or will go ns next year lol
study study study~~~~~~

ytd i went for steamboat ,movie ,clubbing~~enjoy? ahah

sorry jason 4 wht i done today i knw u are tired but thank 4 staying with me ytd hahahah

give me 3 week to see a better body of kelvin ahaha

KELVIN IS REALLY HAPPY ???:S hahahah

mabe kelvin is not a good friend bah ~~

Don't know what to say liao hahhaha

good night to all :)
BYE`~:)

last week of holiday haha

2008-10-08T17:06:00.001-07:00

this week is the last week of holiday hahah so ending soon lol

ytd is a day must be remember :) 8/10/2008 haha
DATING ~IN ~PROCESS~~~~
single for 7 month wor ~~~
finally :)

nowadays like to sleep in the morning wake up at night~~~ omg
trying to turn back the time :P

EAT and SLP ~~~~ZZZZ lazy pig hahahah

MISS MY LAZY PIGGG WOR :)

4/10/09

2008-10-06T15:59:00.000-07:00

KTV with jer kor ,blu3 lao gong ,light,raine and zhi wei hahahah
my singing skill getting from bad to .......Zzzzzz:(
(need more time on singing le )

after ktv, meet gerald to his friends chalet at changi just nice my jojo lao po having show at rose places:) hahahah saw lao po do show with alex,willness,ivy hahahah see alot of ppl wor @_@ there lol very fun wor haha 1st time see lao po jo jo do show haha

reach home at 9+am very tired wor haha and slp the whole day lol pig ZZZZZ

sunday at home Zzz

last week of holiday liao so fast wor hahaha need to rush my work liao haha

going back CMPB at 15/10/08 Zzzzz donno why hope down PAS lol

since this week is the last week of holiday shell enjoy clubing and drinking le :)

finding work soon Zzz donno who will wan me haha
maybe going ns next year?? ..............

kelvin iS hAPPY and ENJOY iNG HIS HOLIDAY~~~~~~~~~~

2008-10-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

ytd went club and meet er ge haha

high agin nothin is lost lol heng wor ~~~~

abit sad haha no money liao wor must cut down liao

smoke smoke smoke ~~~tired

end up nv go zoo today haiz:( disapointed ya

single for 7 month liao hahahah unwanted bah hahah

stay at home today sick lor my head very pain :(

after i knw wht type of person are u liao so yup enjoy been like this

kelvin will move on happly :)

good night to all (very sick )

2008-09-28T11:39:00.000-07:00

this week is not a good week 4 me
but still ended :) alot of things happen i quited my job and others
although i not really happy but still act like im ok :) sounded emo
oh plz no kelvin wont be like that :) healing inprocess:)

after all we are still friends and lao po bah :) just hoep u will get your right 1 soon

kelvin don like ppl to say sorry so stop saying that :)
there is nothin to be sorrie about bah :)
haha~~~~ we are still friends after all

understand

some time u love a person ,don mean that the person have the same feeling as u ~~~~~

this week really let myself knw wht is friends and wht is plastic bah :)
hahahaha very :S

kelvin don't like PAIN~~~~~

kelvin came back to square after all :)

2008-09-25T09:07:00.001-07:00

to day nothin much go town with jason g_teeo and his 2 les friends hahahah for dinner omg keep eating hahaha maybe becos of this not much ppl wan me bah hahah :( after i reach home someone called me ~~ and the whold day my mood is like total off ...
today is not a good day bah :S
really very tired .... no mood to talk to anyone tonight
plz leave me alone bah
N i love u .......

24/09/08

2008-09-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

today i is a Nice day to rest :) hahah rainning in the morning ........ eat and slp in process lol :)

at night playing dota for 2 round and lose the both round ................and happy that i got talk to N today hahahah :) going to ton to night :) maybe finding lay lay :) today is a happy day:)

OPPS :) he love xin yuan

some pictures

2008-09-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

me.,xiao di, er ge ,and da ge :) @sentosa

4 bro plus gan ge :)

all white shoes

me and jason best friend :)

this is just the begining

2008-09-23T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today is the day that i think

i need to start up this ~~

hahah

maybe when time go by ,some how like to forget alot of things .

That why i wan to have this now lol.....

today i am working from morning to 6 PM dam fuck up that i am dam tired standing for the whold day :(

happy that jason got pei me for lunch and waited 4 till 6pm hahahahha

after that we meeted warren awhile ...SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE~~~~~~

after smoking we went to meet teo and friends :)

Cant believe that me and jason can eat a "random MEAL" lol hahahaha that is wht i say lol dam full hahaha

we also when to play pool after that sad to say lose to jason :( lol.......